Remember to live your life in the light. Not because it makes everything different, not because it changes the situation; but because it changes your outlook on your circumstances. Light drives away darkness, and it opens up the pathway to other side of the tunnel that seems to have you bound.
Right now in this moment, make the decision to teach your children the ways of God-so that in that moment of accountability they can stand before the throne of grace, not with judgement, but with the banner of righteous and the power of forgiveness. Be blessed!